1 month ago (edited) • Emmalition

hey everyone! whew sheesh I am having a busy busy time right now. I wanted to give a little update here as I haven't had time to record an update video yet 😵 

I'm having a really disruptive time in my personal life at the moment. I quit my job in the games industry a month or so ago bc I was very unhappy and at one of the lowest points of my life there. I've started another job back in my old industry (corpo project management stuff!). the new job is great but changing jobs is always a bit stressful and a lot to take in. 

my cat Cola has also been diagnosed with heart disease and if you know me at all, you'll know I took this very hard. She’s of course none the wiser but it’s horrible to know she is in poor health at the minute. it was also very costly to get her the heart scan and subsequent help she needs- so more stress there! 

we are also currently in the process of moving house. which, no matter how prepared you try to be, is always a huge task and extremely draining mentally/physically/financially. you may have noticed a few extra one-off sponsored videos going up here and there. I've taken a few extra opportunities that have come my way to help some of the blow to my finances from moving costs/fees/deposits/Cola's vet bills etc. I hope they've been enjoyable extras and not too disruptive to the usual content - it's hard not to feel bad about taking sponsored opportunities but it really has been a saviour for me recently and I'm grateful not only to the devs who want to sponsor the channel, but to you guys that engage with the content.❤️

moving will mean I have a lot less time to make content in the next few weeks while I get my desk setup again, get internet installed, and generally settle in. I'm feeling sentimental and sad to leave my old office behind - I started the channel in this house and it feels like so many memories have been made here. it's going to be quite discombobulating but I'm EXCITED to build Emmalition HQ 2.0!

👉So what does the future look like?👈 

🌐 New house... faster internet. I've always said I couldn't livestream because my old house was in a place with very bad internet options. However, the new place has much faster options! There's potential to do some YouTube Lives and just goof around together, farm on Dark Souls, prep for Elden Ring DLC together - if you'd be interested?

We have a few ongoing series right now that I promise WE WILL FINISH. 

✨Dark Souls 2: I'm editing the next video, another jolly co-op with Amber. I'll aim to have it up this week. I'm not sure how much of the game we have left but based on other creators' playlists I'm guessing maybe 5-6 episodes for the base game? 
✨Tomb Raider Remastered: had a BLAST with those first few videos, and then all of the above chaos started happening. I will finish at least Tomb Raider I Remastered once settled into the new house! 
(Edit)✨The Walking Dead: season 3 we’ll jump into soon! Those games are such a joy (and trauma?) to play! 
✨HOLLOW KNIGHT: it's been 2 months since our last HK video. I'm SO SORRY. I want to keep making progress through the DLC and BEAT TRAITOR LORD BECAUSE I STILL DIDNT DO THAT DKJKLFDJKSJDS. I was in the eye of the storm with my job during this playthrough and it was the only thing keeping me sane. But that means it's been a little difficult to go back to, as when I think about the series, it takes me back to that stressful and unhappy time. However, I love it so much, and I want to reclaim the joy of Greenpath's music and the wonder the game has to offer. I'll get back to it next month  (if you're still interested!)

And...
🚗  Road to Elden Ring DLC! Ideally we'll finish the above before June so we can fully focus on Elden Ring... wishful thinking, most likely, but we must shoot for the stars even if we land on the moon. 

thank you as always for the patience and support through the highs and lows of life. it's weird going through so many different stages of life and experiencing so many things while trying to stay consistent with this little channel of mine- but it's a real privilege to have this here as the one constant with so many awesome people looking out for me.

as a token of thanks to you all for everything and all the support, I commissioned a painting of Fanta. this is the ✨unified Fanta✨, how I see her in my mind, created by a very wonderful and talented long-time subscriber Mia. Mia brought Fanta to life so beautifully - see if you can spot the details! 

sorry for the essay - take care and see you real soon ❤️ 

2 months ago • Emmalition

i've had a lot of replies and comments asking if im gonna do a trailer reaction to Shadow of the Erdtree... i was working at the time it went live! 3pm in the UK!! a key time for MEETINGS i say! so i've already watched it by myself. would you guys still be interested in me watching it for a second time, maybe a bit of analysis and predictions together? to be honest the first time i was too busy screaming at everything to properly watch so maybe it could be fun?????? lmk and we can do it tomorrrow!!!! 

2 months ago • Emmalition

YOU GUYS THIS IS NOT A DRILL 

2 months ago • Emmalition

ALSO HOW SHOULD WE CELEBRATE 30K?!!!!!!!!!!! 

2 months ago • Emmalition

happy monday lovely lot! 

just a quick update on videos: sorry for no Souls Sunday yesterday! It's taking a lot LOTTT longer to edit than I thought, as it's another jolly co-operation between myself and  @SymbaLily  💓 we played for nearly 4 HOURS getting our arses kicked in the Iron Keep and my god the footage is just a lot 😂 I'm aiming to have it ready and uploaded for you by Wednesday at the latest! the chaos is worth the wait... trust!

I'm also working my way through more The Walking Dead episodes which will be with you later in the week! Plus more games coming throughout the next few months 👀 

thanks as always for your patience - 2024 is gonna be great i can FEEL IT!!!! x 

3 months ago • Emmalition

Happy 2024 to you all! 🥳🎉

Apologies for the gap in content - after the productive pre-Christmas burst I had, I had to have some downtime over Christmas and the New Year. I've been reading lots, going for walks, and catching up on many movies I'd missed last year. 

It's been lovely, but I missed you all, and missed making videos! I'll be back this Sunday with Fanta for the regular Souls Sunday again - we have a lot to get through after our shenanigans with SymbaLily 🤍

I'd also love to play the next Season of The Walking Dead real soon!

Thanks as ever for sticking with me - so excited for another year of adventures! 

4 months ago • Emmalition

A surprise is dropping at 5pm GMT / 12pm ET! \🌞/ 

4 months ago • Emmalition

helloooo 

5 months ago • Emmalition

A tale of woe… 

So I had a few weeks off playing / making videos for mental health reasons. Yesterday, I decided to finally dive back into Hollow Knight. I was a wee bit anxious i’d be rusty, but before long happened upon the TRAITOR LORD! 

Unfortunately, Traitor Lord has served me a rather enormous piece of humble pie, and takes place in the hall of fame with very few other game bosses that have caused me to RAGEQUIT🥶 today I tried again, intending to do the video in two parts and edit them together. 

But… it looks like due to the new OBS update, half my audio didn’t record 😞 meaning I had to mess about with some different editing, screen-share some bits to try and get you guys up to speed with what happened. It was painful. The whole process has been quite the rubbish return to making content and I feel quite deflated! 

I’ve edited the video though - it’s not my best and may be a bit of a slog due to all the deaths and struggles… but I hope you’ll still tune in to experience it with me. We explore many other new places in the map as well once we tire of getting our arsed kicked by this big mantis fella. 

Thank you for your patience as ever, it means everything. See you tomorrow! 🐛

PS let me know if you’d like more updates on this community tab?