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The next main video will be 2h 15m long. Won’t be long, thanks for bearing with me.

In the meantime, fall asleep to my weekly compilation channel specifically edited for relaxing to. Yes, me. Relaxing. I know. 

Just to let you know the vid is well on the way to be finished in the next couple of weeks, definitely gonna be over 90min. Sorry for repeating myself, things haven’t been great here, and I apologise for how long it’s been. I’ve been sharing more updates on Twitter, but one of the more recent things on top of everything else going on was a family member passing away about a week ago. It’s just been a non-stop streak of awful news for us over the last few months ever since late 2023, which is why streams have stopped too - it’s all getting a bit too much to keep the energy up on live camera.

Everyone at home is doing okay, and we’re all just trying to muddle through each day. I apologise again for being so slow with uploads, I do know it’s been bad, and all I can promise you is that I’ve been working every single day as much as I can - even if it’s getting secondary channel things done on Caddy Plays or Caddy Sleeps. Thank you so much for staying subscribed, I don’t expect anybody to at this point. I really hope 2024 starts looking up soon, and I hope you’re all looking forward to what I have in the works. Stay tuned. 

Soon. 

Hey, who’s tired? I am, but I’m not falling asleep to myself. You can do it.

Special thanks to  @PelvicGaming  for the edit! 

In 1 WEEK I’ll be at MAGFest with Cerys , from Jan 18-21, at the Gaylord Resort in National Harbor, MD. Hope to see you there, because I’m gonna MAG all over the floor 

Happy 2024, everyone. I just wanted to start the new year by saying sorry. I am fully aware that my uploads in 2023 completely dried up and the streaming practically died. I promise you, this wasn’t from lack of trying or getting lazy. 2023 was the roughest year for me in a long time for many reasons, and so many little things popped up to take up my time in ways I never anticipated.

ADHD diagnosis and subsequent medication trials multiple times over causing havoc on my body, back and forth hospital trips regarding chest issues (not related to the ADHD meds funnily enough), multiple trips across the country AND the US for the most convention appearances I’ve done in a year (plus a handful of live stage shows), a couple of heavy family moments (both good AND bad), the biggest depression resurgence I’ve had in years during the last weeks of 2023 leading to ongoing therapy, and something else that’s still happening as I type this - but me and the rest of the family wish to keep it private for now (it isn’t directly about me). Mix that in with timing it all around getting Olly over for filming alongside side projects (like a short film for a plush) and every other daily life thing getting in the way, and….yeah.

I’m not saying any of this for sympathy, I promise you. Things have sucked a bit, but I’m absolutely okay. Look at me and Stan on the stairs - I’m all good. I don’t want anybody to worry, and I’ve already started work on the next video. I just wanted to give you all an explanation on where I’ve been, and I wanted to start the new year on a better foot to assure you there will be more videos and streams very soon. If anything, my new work ethic ensures that no matter how rough things are, you will ALWAYS get the BEST possible videos from me, and I will NOT allow my recent quality streak to go down for love nor money - even if it means only uploading 3 videos in a year. That’s how many I got done on the main channel in 2023. Yeah, I know.

Thank you all so much for sticking with me and for still coming out in droves to see what I have to make. I’ve still got a tonne of ideas and I can’t wait to show you how dumb they are. Here’s to 2024, let’s fuck shit up 🎉 

I have a New Years present for you. I've launched a new channel.

People often tell me they fall asleep to my vids. I don't get it. But in light of that, I asked  @PelvicGaming  to edit down, level audio and remove the chaos of various episode segments so that they are ACTUALLY sleep-friendly for you all.

Sweet dreamz 🥱 

On December 25th, 11:59pm EST, Spons’ son was declared dead. He could not be saved. Thank you to everyone who tried. December 26th is officially a day of mourning for everyone in our household, and is to be named ‘Sponsing Day’.

Oh yeah your plush kites should be with you in early 2024, I guess 

Guess what

I completely forgot that the whole world doesn’t abide to the time of the British, even though we have Big Ben, the only clock in the world

So because of my messy, you’ve got an extra 6 hours to nab a Talking Spons Plush if you haven’t already. DO IT BEFORE I KILL NEW YEARS

caddicarus.com 

You know what tomorrow is? Yes, that’s right! It’s the day Spons’ son gets it. Only YOU can save him with your holly jolly spirit. And money. He’ll die without money. You have 1 day. caddicarus.com