is love the cross, where i'm crucified? and then is sex the spikes, you run through my body? to nail me to this cross. i just don't know if life's a constant temptation, or am i just a fanatic? running away in this seek & hide-game pull up my cover, but i can not hide, from my inside i can not hide, from my inside crawling in creepy corners, to hide from my inside i'm all in confusion constantly asking question marks, tearing in my thoughts love? love?!?!? running away in this seek & hide-game pull up my cover, but i can not hide, from my inside i can not hide, from my inside i smile...smile...smile...smile but the tears still burns inside i smile, inside i cry the tears...they carved a hole...right through my heart i'm tearing apart the tears i've cried inside myself has carved a hole through my heart, each little tear carves a hole right through my heart, and i...i feel myself tear apart if only i could fill up those holes with something else something else but sadness i cry...cry...cry (why?)