The urns of both Lacey Anderson’s husband and father sit on her fireplace. It’s been five years since her husband Tim Anderson died, and she said it had been too difficult to talk about his death before now. "Have you heard the starfish story?" she asked KCRA 3’s Dave Manoucheri. "The starfish story is, there is a little girl walking down the beach. She sees starfish and she throws them all back into the ocean." Lacey says the starfish story has her thinking a lot about the question “why?” Subscribe to KCRA on YouTube now for more: http://bit.ly/1kjRAAn Get more Sacramento news: http://www.kcra.com/ Like us: http://facebook.com/KCRA3 Follow us: http://twitter.com/kcranews Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kcranews/