shot and edited by George Pedraza / insta : @george.pedraza what the fuck am I talking bout your words so clear like the atmosphere on mars (my heart) listen to me and your gone I'm a long way from heaven I'm a long way from heaven stop me in my tracks you beautiful thing (you beautiful thing) I've been searching for a way to become but I keep falling down the path I'm on (so fuck it, fuck it ill be gone) have you ever been happy me have you ever been happy me have you ever been happy me (i need to-) have you ever have you ever what the fuck am I talking bout honesty I'm blocking out I cant wait to let go of you cause i keep trying to find my point of view motherfuckers listen I'm a burden you been taking my pain and its hurting I cannot find the shame I've averted revert to the pain I thought I past I cant stop screaming its my only plan I wanna be emotional and take it all out on you I fucking hate you like I hate myself trouble trouble leave me on the shelf (I'm fucking toxic) have you ever been happy me have you ever been happy me have you ever been happy me have you ever been happy me I need to know have you ever been happy me is success I believe in so intriguing I cant believe em, no I cant believe em I cant believe em, no I cant believe em